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[26 Nov 2008|03:19pm] |
hello livejournal friends.
no i'm not dead, haha just been a while and honestly i forgot about this thing.
hope everyone is doing well!
take care and happy thanksgiving!!!!
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[05 Feb 2007|12:01am] |
so for those who don't know, i moved away from home last month.
i'm attending texas tech university and i love it here.
today it hit me though how homesick i really am.
i miss my family.
i guess i took for granted the fact that they were always around.
im really glad that russell is here with me, i wouldnt be able to do this without him.
i miss hanging out at home with everyone.
i miss my brothers stupid jokes
i miss my hanging out with my sister and laughing about nothing becasue sisters are allowed to do that.
i miss shelton, max, puck and buster.
i miss stars games and making fun of celina ray with mandie.
i hate this fucking dorm room and the girls next door.
i didn't think i would get this homesick.
i want to go home for a little bit, and spring break is so far away.
i hate that home is 5 hours away.
im really stoked that my little brother might be coming up to look at the school.
itd be nice to hang out with a familier face for once.
but dont get me wrong. ive made a couple of really awesome friends.
it makes things better.
i just hate being broke and not being able to do what i want.
i guess this is what its really like being in college.
i just want my privacy back.
i want to be able to go into MY room and do what i want without having to please my roommate as well.
i miss home.
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[25 Apr 2006|02:22pm] |
this is probably going to be a kinda long post rant.
what can i say? my boys are playing like shit and it sucks.
the way theyre playing right now, they dont deserve to be pacific division champs.
or the second seed in the western conference.
they had a hell of a regular season, so someone tell me what happened?
game one was a total loss.
theres no doubt about it.
a 2-5 loss to a team that in all reality isnt ALL that great.
yes. they have some pretty good players, but we shouldn't allow those few players dominate our entire team.
game two.
i had hope.
four goals in the second to bring a lead is pretty fantastic.
and from what i saw, i was for sure we had a win.
you could tell they wanted to win.
that was until the last 2 minutes when we let a turnover from the blueline turn into a shorthanded goal for colorado forcing us into overtime.
the overtime that would put us down 0-2 in the series.
and i cant help but be really sad.
yes i know the series isnt over.
and yes i know theres a chance they could come back and take the win.
but i just really dont want to see this season over.
this hockey season has been amazing to me and has brought me and my sister closer than ever.
shit. were season ticket holders for next season now.
but thats beside the point.
the point im trying to make is these boys need to fight like they want it.
the countless overturns made by offense and defense.
the stupid penalties.
thats what hurts us the worst.
dallas has some playing to do.
the next two games are in colorado, and i hope their good away record gives them atleast one win.
that'll atleast allow them one more home game and maybe strike a flame underneath them.
GO STARS.
im not ready to let go of this season yet.
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[10 Jan 2006|04:05pm] |
so uh hey guys.
its been awhile eh?
( merry LATE christmas )
the week after christmas my brother's//russell's hockey team played in a tournament, and if they won 1st or 2nd they got a bid to play in a tournament up in canada. needless to say they played awesome all week and got 2nd place, not loosing a game until the championship game. and well, were going to canada in 9 days. WOO!
new years eve, mandie and i went to the stars game and it was okay. we lost. boohiss. i then went to work and got one of the girls to take over my shift becaue i didnt really want to go into work at 130. russ came over. it was cute. lexi came over too and we all hung out for a little while and then we went over to take her home and me, russ, paul, lexi, carlos and caroline all hung out for a little while before we returned back here. russ stayed over til like 4. cute.
new years day we went over to grandparents house and had olie balls for goodluck. russ came over again even though i had school the next day.
me and him are dating now. its pretty cool. different, but i like it. i like him.
so in other news, the dallas stars are doing pretty well. im glad to finally see hedberg getting some playing time and niko got his first goal in 15 games on monday! i was excited.
we beat the wings sunday, and we beat the minnisota wild last night. thursday we play the washington capitals and im excited to watch ovechkin!
school is pretty lame, but 90 school days left until i graduate. woot woot.
well thats all kids. i hope everyone is doing well.
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[15 Dec 2005|10:26pm] |
THE DALLAS STARS SHUT OUT THE OTTAWA SENATORS 2-0 TONIGHT.
HOLY GOODNESS! ive never been so excited!
ive never been so proud.
and im really sad that i doubted them.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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[08 Dec 2005|12:16pm] |
best thing to wake up to in the morning. yay for sleeping in!
last night we went to the stars game.
the roads weren't bad but people cant drive around here.
we got there around 6 and were the only people in our section until the sencond period.
everyone started showing up then.
and we didnt get to move down to the lower level :(
in the first period we were up 3-0 in the first half. Lehtinen started off with the first goal, assisted by Miettinen and Mo. then Skoula scored assisted by Lehtinen and Miettinen. it was SUCH a nice goal. the goalie didnt even see it. Then Daley came and scored, assisted by Barnes and Zubov. i swear if there was an award for the nicest goals scored, daley earned it. his goals are always soooo pretty. aha and guiren's fight. HA. my brother said they both should of gotten 10 minutes for playfighting. nothing happened. i expected more from that.
second period. HA. it looked like wed never played hockey. no one skated. lets just say we ended the first period 3-0. and ended the second 3-3. wtf? i swear its because my brother went and made a sign that said "FLORIDA GO HOME" on one side and "FLORDIA IS WEAK" on the other. after the second period, we just used it as something to catch peanut shells.
third period was played pretty well. our boys need to learn how to use the power plays better. we had so many good chances, and nothing happened. needless to say, jere lehtinen came in and scored with 15.8 seconds left in the game. WOOO.
DALLAS STARS WIN BABY! 4-3.
Antti Miettinen was on the program. Mandie went up and was like "whos on the program tonight?" and the guy was like "i believe its jussi jokinen" and showed her the cover and mandie was like "uhh...thats antti miettinen" and the guy was like "HAHA OH RIGHT"
im really sad becasue theres not another home game until december 23. which of course we'll be at. but thats such a long time until another stars game. i just wish my boys good luck on the road.
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[05 Dec 2005|01:01am] |
so ive decided that my weekends definatly aren't long enough anymore.
BUT in good news, the days leading to the weekend were pretty rad.
thursday i got out of school early, and me and mandie drove up to frisco to see the stars practice.
i dont really understand why i like to sit there and watch them practice, but theres just something about it. so after the practice we decided to stay after and meet some of the players because id never met a dallas star minus david oliver. so we waited outside and got to meet 13 of the boys. it was pretty much the best day of my life. we got to meet: niko kapanen, antti miettien, jere lehtinen, jussi jokinen, steve ott, stu barnes, trevor daley, philippe boucher, brendan morrow, jon klemm, jaroslav svoboda, billy guerin, and mike modano(who was the rudest person in the world). i was most excited becasue i got to meet the 4 finnish boys.
ps. please excuse the ridiculousness of me. i was real excited.
( yo pictures )
friday mandie called me after i got home from school and was like "hey. want to go to the game tonight?" and i was like "uhhh...do you even have to ask?!" so i bought tickets and we went. and it was the best game ever. we had sooo much fun. niko was on the cover of the program! i was pretty much excited. the stars are doing this thing where they sell pucks for $25 and theyre signed by one player on the team, but if your puck is signed in gold then you get to meet the player that signed it, and by the time we found the table, they were sold out. bummer. we won 5-4 in a shootout though! first shootout ever held at the AAC so that was pretty cool. niko and mo both scored in the first. morrow and mo scored in the second. the it went to overtime. then shootout. zubov missed his shot. jussi scored his and mo scored his to win the game. it was awesome. were going to the game on wednesday against flordia, so im pretty excited about that. its going to be the last home game for like 2 weeks. sad.
saturday i went and picked up my senior pictures and then worked 2-midnight. only in texas would it be 87 degrees when i go into work and 37 when i leave. then today(sunday) i got up early and went to the lil bros hockey game where they won 2-0. WOO. he got an assist. i was proud. then i went to work from 2-10. sucked.
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[28 Nov 2005|10:00pm] |
tennessee sucks pretty bad.
but we still had a really good time.
i mean.
i was in a hotel for 4 days with hockey boys my age.
and it was the most fun ever.
we got hated by nashville fans.
but it was all worth it.
were going to houston in 3 weeks.
im hella excited.
pictures later.
being home kinda sucks.
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[22 Nov 2005|12:12am] |
tomorrow i actually have a lot to do.
and it makes me really excited.
+ stars practice 11-noon.
+ work 1 - 4
+ pizza with mikki and chaz - 430 - ?
+ bed shopping with mandie
wednesday i work and then CAT COMES HOME HOLYCRAP!
thursday morning at 4am i leave for nashville for a weekend of hockey and hockeyboys who are my age.
YESSS.
if you cant already see, this week consists of a lot of me being really excited.
on saturday were going to the stars//predators game.
its going to be so awesome.
you all should watch the game and look for us on the TV.
theres going to be like 50 of us there in our stars stuff.
its going to be awesome.
this will probably be the last time that i update for a while so everyone have a wonderful thanksgiving.
be thankful for all the wonderful friends you have.
and for the family you have.
and the fact that youre alive.
::EDIT::
one of my finnish is beating sidney crosby in goals.
YEAH EAT THAT SIDNEY!
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[26 Oct 2005|07:14am] |
my throat pretty much hurts alot.
but STARS GAME TONIGHT BABY!
:) it should be a good day.
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[20 Oct 2005|08:31pm] |
the dallas stars just played the worst hockey game ive ever seen them play.
7-2? come ON guys. youre better than that.
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[19 Oct 2005|05:30pm] |
"BLINK 182 WERE ONE OF THE BIGGEST BANDS IN THE WORLD - UNTIL PARANOIA AND JEALOUSY TORE THEM APART. NOW TOM DELONGE HAS FINALLY AGREED TO BREAK THE SILENCE..."
This was taken from an interview with Kerrang and posted on the Angels and Airwaves site
( im pretty sure this ruined my day )
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[24 Sep 2005|10:02am] |
we went to the stars game last night.
goooooooooooooooood lord it felt good to be at a hockey game.
niko and guiren and all the boys (minus morrow) played and it was real real fun.
even though we lost :( it was still a goood game.
i think me and mandie are going again on wednesday.
its going to be amazing.
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[03 Sep 2005|06:55pm] |
some of the boys on my brothers hockey team are absolutly amazingly attractive.
and im going to love this hockey season more than anything.
thursday night we went to the "breaking the ice" at the aac. we were celebrating my lil bros sweet 16. it was so much fun. yay hockey season.
( BREAKING THE ICE )
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[14 Aug 2005|02:01am] |
there are people in life that you meet and at the time youre not quite sure why.
and then one night//morning at 2 am, you realize why you met them.
and it all makes sense.
its amazing how things work like that.
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[31 Jul 2005|10:24pm] |
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i like to wear my sunglasses at night.
i seem to think that when you wear sunglasses, people cant really see your eyes. so they dont know where youre looking, or what youre thinking, or if youre crying. i guess i just like the fact that i think im being secretive or something. who knows.
ive been in such a weird mood lately. okay not even lately, say since like mid-february. i just dont care anymore. about anything. about my future, or even my present. i just. dont. care. and dont ask me why i dont either, because i really dont know.
i havent talked to any of my friends since school got out. it kinda makes me sad, because i wish i would keep in touch with them more out of school. maybe then i would somewhat enjoy highschool. or maybe i wouldnt?
to be quite honest, i cant say ive talked to anyone really this summer. cat. mandie. viky. seems about right. i cant let myself open up anymore. im scared. i feel people judge me before i even start talking. weird asses.
my mom has been getting on my nerves lately. like super bad. i cant even stand being in the same room as her sometimes. i dont know why really, i just cant stand the way she bashes everything in her life. it brings me down. i just wish for one time someone in this country could be happy with their life. it seems like all anyone does is complain that they dont have enough money, or their house isnt big enough, or their clothes arent top of the line. do you have food on the table? do you have clothes on your back? do you have a place to live? yes? get over yourself. theres millions of people that wish they could have the things that we have here.
this whole looking at colleges has gotten me down lately. maybe i really dont want to go. maybe im one of the people whos going to be washing cars and working at burger king for the rest of my life. sweet.
i just dont know. i feel trapped here. im leaving for austin on thursday. im actually really excited about it. i love hanging out with madison.
ive been thinking about him a lot lately. i dont know why. i so got over him like forever ago. but i still wish something was there. anything. but theres not.
i dont like when people say theyre "in control" of something. because in all reality, you cannot control anything. "i can control my anger" B.S. if i punched you in the face right now, i bet you couldnt control your anger. lameio.
everyone listen to new silverstein.
kthnx.
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